Where is your ang bao, your egg roll?

I keep asking myself what is the missing ingredient this Chinese New Year
Initially I though it was the dispute with my buddy, Ant
But my guts was unconvinced.

Only today I realize
Classmates were asking how many Ang Bao we receive
Simply saying they were asking how's the holidays
But it was when they asked me how many Ang Bao I receive....

I counted
I realize who I'm missing out and why I'm missing out.
I was pumped with sour
It flowed in my vain across my body
Out from my eyes

I missed out my Aunt's
the one who left us last year
My closest relative
Someone who gave me 5 amazing cousins that lead me

Her hands told me what are the Teochew dessert
Which is the one that can please my taste bud
The one that please my taste bud....
The hardest to make
Hardest to get it outside


At this point of time
I just finish the last Egg Roll

In fact I had my last Egg Roll last Chinese New Year....

The biggest "Ang Bao" [大年初一]

As usual every year.
I will spent the entire day with my mum.
Having lunch at KFC,
breezing the silent neighborhood.
A healthy communication with each other.
It is a must.

We don't have the habit of combing the whole Singapore.
We just do what we want during the day
Hospitalizing the guest in the evening
Tag along with the peers then.

365 days
12 months a year
4 weeks a month
7 days a week

In 7 days
we seldom had a healthy communication
We're busy with our own stuffs

She's the only one I can really relay on
And I'm the only one she can relay on too
We just can't live without each other
Joy is always embracing us.

-

Evening time
My cousin (表姐）
[I'm really annoy that English doesn't have a term to describe male & female cousin]

Her family always the first to come over.
I just love when she's around during Chinese New Year.
I know I've got things to ask from her and hear from her.
She's more than a cousin.
She's my mentor.
She made me realize my potential.
She's always there when I'm always academically lost.
She is who I can look for if I need help in my learning.
She's just too amazing.

Last year
I told her I've successful enrolled to Lasalle.
This year
We exchanged our blogs.

I was amazed by her blog
[ http://mysingaporemath.blogspot.com/ ]
[Do visit]

All you see is water when you're on the shore. However when you start to dive in, it's more than water you will see.

Upon reading, it's just her documenting her life
Deeper reading and thinking
It's not just about her life.
My aunt
My niece
My Nephew

She's like doing a portfolio for her kids.
This is a mature blog.

Many things which I don't know,
my 10 years old niece knows it all.
Shame on me.

I see how she organize their learning.
It's simply speechless.
I admit I'm a frog in the well.
But that won't last long for sure.

[Really must visit her blog]

-Asking the right question-

"How do I improve in my writing?"
[Read more books]

一小時前

再多一小時就農曆新年了

我想利用這一小時寫一些東西
突然有感觸

華人新年就用華文寫吧

－

很久以前有人告訴我
［一步一腳印］

我了解
我贊成
我更相信

－

［我23年來到底走了幾步？］
接下來的文章都從這個問題開始

要不是我老媽突然告訴我她腳痛
我也不會問自己這個問題

－

腳印裡有淺有深
淺就不提了
就平平淡淡

［深］
的腳印有好有壞
都是讓我們難忘的

我們曾經因為太快樂
不捨得
離開後就留下深深的快樂腳印

我們也因為不捨得
放不下
不斷掙扎



西方人有這麼一句話
［Walk the path with no lead; Left traces behind.]

我是一個喜歡有自己的歷史的人
我的夢想不是成為名人
而是歷史人物
所以我很相信這句話

只有在沒人走過的路上才能看到自己的腳印

－

DO NOT TOUCH

This is a painting with the Braille embossed
The Braille reads "DO NOT TOUCH"
yet the only way you know this is by touch it

A lovely paradox
and a great example of thinking the opposite.



DO NOT TOUCH.
Credited to Paul Arden, author of the international bestseller, Whatever you think, think Opposite.

眼淚笑了

Time: 7:40pm +-
Date: 07/02/2010

Walking home was an enjoyable process especially when you're thinking
Thinking as in one thought link to another and another endlessly....
Asking yourself question and giving yourself answer
Asking the simplest question
Question that doesn't required to think but common sense
which also known as stupid question to many...
Sometimes including me...

I was walking...
as usual, mp3 on to the MAX
Surprisingly I was so attracted to a CHINESE song title
[眼淚笑了］-［Thanks Louisa]

Oxymoron things always visually and mentally attract me

The following is the lyrics
I'm NOT feeling emo or anything...
I've to emphasize on this.
-

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲

我没有时间不知所措

你温柔的双手 本就不属于我

又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢

再勇敢的站着 找回光和热

面对你的时候 我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折 是美的

我眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌

想起你的时候 我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你 深深的

-

1st highlight: [眼泪都笑]

Very Obvious, this song is a very optimistic yet sad
好像有點無奈
有點諷刺
I think this song is best for people who just break up
Lost their love ones

And this lead to these questions...

[Doesn't Optimist Cry?]
This is stupid question right?
To me obviously it is stupid.
But you see
A lot of questions like that which are stupid and simple to answer
then why do people can't open their mind
and try to be understanding and expect less?

I'm stuck with this simple question.
I, myself have problem like this

[过客]

人生有很多說不完的過客
但常常我們最在乎
最容易感到受傷的是在感情

想像你愛的人
他來了你的家
你們玩得很開心
吵得很凶
可是這時一個問題來了
［他會留下陪你收拾還是讓你一個人整理碎片］

短暫的說法：
如果他選擇離開
他就會成為過客

長遠的說法：
身邊的每一個人都是過客
他們都會離開你的一天

所以我希望的是
能自己做的事自己做
少一點依賴
多一點獨立

因為死的那一天
只有你一個人
一個人走進自己的墳墓

Virgin Shot

Do Bot Get Mislead By The Title

It was my 1st time really taking photos for ladies for their blogshop.

It was interesting


Do drop by her blog and check it out.



She might has the dress you looking for!





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